lalala~

oh crap.

2006-02-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

okie..
had my macro test today..
and it was really dumb
cause its just like last year's paper!
omg..
and luckily i did went thru the paper..
hahahhas.
i didnt know how to study..
so decided to take it as a reference..
LOL..
i'm so fucking lucky!
i'm like supposed to be studying now..
but..
here i'm.. updating my lil piece of junk here..
oh.. and i got B for my business management project!
woooohooooooottttttttttt!!!!!
there is like this friggin 0.5cm thick of notes infront of me to memorise!!
omg.. i'm so dying from mugging.
everyone bless me please.
hahahah!
BYUE!

one entry after so long

2006-01-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. sorry for not bloggin for so SO SO long. -.-
my bad. heh. well i was lazy and i've got nothing to update on.
btw.. i think this blog is gonna die alr. i wont be updating frequently.
only will update it when i have some thoughts to write on.

oh well.
just some random sentences.
we seems to be drifting apart.
but i aint gonna complain.
cause i know that its inevitable.
hmms. different environments.
different companies.
the promises doesnt stand anymore.
at least not as strong as how it used to be.
but all i wanted to say is tat we might not really contact each other anymore..
at least not so much..
or mebbe never
you will always be a memorable memory.
=)

hoh hoh.

2005-11-02T02:39:00.000+08:00

okie.. finally.. after SO SO SO long..
i'm blogging!! once again!!
heh heh.
oh well. i'm like finally not LAZY to update anymore.
hmms. school started yest! omggg. cant belive it man.
close to two months of holidays.
and shooo~ so fast.
LOL.
but actually..
i DO miss school alright.
cause my hol life is so borinng..
YES! i mean extremely boring.
hahahs.
i work like almost everyday.
other den that i'll be out in town.
doing the same old things.
which is like driving me crazy lah.
caught like every single movie man.
hahahs.
and i caught one more movie today!
the exorcism of emily rose.
i won't exactly say it's scary.
but instead touched me man,
omggg.
cant believe it.
oh well.
i didn't attend POA on mon.
cause.. i cant wake up!
but anyway.
i''m going to promise myself to attend every single tutorial and lecture this sem.
and i mean it okie!
cause.. i failed my BSTATS last sem.
quite expected thou.
but.. still quite sian lah.
hafta repeat that module.
LOL.
i miss my sexy.. naughty.. bitchy!!
hahahas.
i'm crazyy.
i nitta gossip with them!
and i finally.. after so long..
TALKED TO ISABEL YOONG ON THE FONE!!
hahahas.
and i really enjoyed that lah.
i laughed my ass off man.
like seriously.
hahahs.
somehow or rather..
isabel and me had some really weird coincidence.
which she called them sweet.. and i said creepy.
hahahs.
oh.. and i'm so so pissed now!! i have no bags to buy!
anyone knows any place that sells nice side bags?
PLEASE TELL ME!!
heh heh.
anyway. i guess these will be all till now.
will blog soon. and i PROMISE!
BYEBYE!!

BBACK!!

2005-10-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

okie. people. i'm back!! hhahahs. with a new skin that is. not completed yet. trying to find a new tag board thou soo.. keep checking alright. i shall blog soon but not today! too tired already. heh. till then!!

happy day. lalala~

2005-09-28T03:42:00.000+08:00

okie.. time to update this lil thing.. LOL..
oh well. hols for me now.. but.. it's just so boring.. there is nothing for me to do.. here's how my life is now.. work.. gunbound.. go out.. omg.. so friggin' boring.. okie.. mebbe i just dont know e definition of fun.. LOL..

hmms. i went to npal yest.. and i realised that exams result will be released on 6 oct after 9am.. and freak.. i have work on that day and its day!! so i'm just gonna check it at night so that i can prevent myself from being moodless for the whole day man.. gosh.. thinking of that makes me freak out.. hahahahs.. alright pple.. pray for me on the 5th oct okie!! i need some blessings! LOL.

hmms. anyway.. i've thought about my CCA alr.. i'm so joining touch rugby.. whether anot anyone is joining with me.. and i'm so gonna hold on to this cca.. heh heh.. sounds so determined right.. i hope i can do that.. anyway.. this entry is so boring.. i don't know what to type in anymore.. so for now.. this is it.. =)

i'm feeling so so so happy!! but i shan't tell you why!! hahahhas. =P

oh man.

2005-09-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

OKIE...
i'm supposed to study now.. but TADA!! here i am blogging. ahahhs.
oh well. i cant get started. that's why.
hmms. this week is just full of exams lah. and i think i totally screwed up!
first was CIP. not so bad thou.
then, was microecons. still okay. i think i can get like 40? hahahas. thanks to zihong thou.
he gave me a crash course. taught me from elasticity till oligopoly. hahhas.
okie. here comes da disaster. BSTATS. killer paper for me. why? cause.. i din manage to complete studying bcuz i culdn't wake up in da moring to cover da first few chapts!
worst thing was that i actually woke up at 1.30 when my paper was at 2! and i managed to be only 10 mins late. what can i say? i'm just so friggin' lucky.. ahahha. as a result. when i saw da paper. i was laughing.
darn badly infact. why? bcuz i din even noe how to do a single qn!!! omg. this really sucks man.
when i handed up my paper.. i din have any qns completed. n YES i gave up on one whole 25 marks qn! hahahs. i have no friggin' idea how to start!!hahahs. n they don't have retest for exams!! i shalll say hi to bstats nxt yr! oh yah, and mrs lang too. =)

anyways, they're over! YES over! tml will be my last paper thou. organisational behaviour. n like wth. so much to memorise! and it's a morning paper. people.. kill me man. hahahs. andi just switched shift with jing. so i'm working on sun night instead of tml night. hhahs. asking me to work on tml night is like asking me to go and commit suicide. LOL. after tml.. i'm officially having my hols! YAY!! as good as it sounds. everyone else is either still schooling or having prelims n preparing for Os. who am i supposed to go out with? amn. this is so not good. and i ain't having an hols in nov. good thing is there's a good 2 wks break in dec. but i wun be in sg and i'll be skipping my tests! hahahs. oh mine. there goes my 12.5%!!!

hmms. things have been complicated recently. what kinda things u might ask. oh well. i haven been toking bout this part of my life recently. and yeah. u guessed it. and for people who know me, u'll prolly be suprised by who this person is. n yep, its zihong. it's funny how things can get. i once asked him not to fall for me and here i'm.. putting this guy in da zone where he shld nv be in. how does it all happened? i must really say. alcohol is a bad thing. stay away from it man. don't worry, we dint do any things stupid, cuz our minds were clear on wat we were doing. " no commitments, no nothing, just the way we are now. =)" looks familiar? yeah, that was my nick.. few days ago.. and first hafta apologise to adrian first.. cuz i lied to you. cause that was da first time talking to you, so i didn't know how to put it to you. i'm so sorry. bel says it sounds like her n er hum as well. haas. i shall not tell da name. =)

just few days back, i was on da fone with him. i was so so afraid lah. cuz i'm scared that he would pop da qn. but we discussed it over da fone as well. we were asking each others, wats da barrier btw us. so both of us actually had da same thing. that is we don't want to lose this friendship of ours. we have been friends for very long. yep. like close to 8 yrs? and we always had this very special relationship btw us. i knew this day wuld come. but din expect it to come till now. ironic isnt is. i kept telling everyone else that. it impossible btw us. blah blah blah and stuffs lidat. to me, this friendship is just something which i don't wanna lose. but now it just seems like i'm having alot of hesitation here and there. but i don't wanna end up losing a listening pal and a bestie at da same time. i'm so stucked. should i let things continue this way.. or should i put a stop to everything right now.. at e risk of losing some bond between us? i don't need advices.. i need an answer..

punctual? me?! HA!

2005-09-02T15:27:00.000+08:00

alright, after so many days.. i'm finally updating. LOL. oh well. cant blame me, i've been using my laptop more often den my pc. and others wireless connection doesn't really seems to work on mine. so no internet = no updates. haas.

oh well, just wondering why is MOE so friggin' unfair to poly?! i hafta attend school on teacher's day and YES. that is friggin' sick lah. pls and my lesson lasted for less den an hour and i was late for 25 mins? omfg. wasted my damn time. i'm so friggin' pissed. grrr.

okie, so i went to watch HERBIE fully loaded yest at ps with zihong. hahah. and we realised smth bout ourselves, we're both very lazy and we can really dragg our time. we bought our tix at bout 6 and da show was at 9.30. so we had like three and a half hours to burn. and thats like ALOT of time lah. but we ended up being late for like 10 mins lah? hahahas. thats sound so like me lah. if i'm alone. i'll sure be late. but i din expect it to happen with zee ard too. hahaha!

okay, so how did we ended up late? first, we went suntec to eat. we had fish and co. and it was frggin' funny lah. he ordered salmon and i ordered swordfish. so we were chatting happily till my swordfish arrived. our expressions were like shocked. like TOTALLY! cuz they gave me like too frggin' BIG chunks of da fish. and in da description i read i thot it was just those small pieces. hahas. so funny alright. i spent like an hour plus eating that 2 chunks of fish and still i culdn't finish that lah.

so it was like only eight when we left fish and co. so we went to jalan jalan. but was just attracted to da fountain in suntec. cuz da music they were playing was simply fantastic lah. den we watched da laser show or smth lidat. so we were so fancinated by them lah. den we saw an anime being played there and it was so funny lah. so we ended standing there till like 8.45 so we decided to go back to ps. but blame it on my craving for anderson's ice cream. we walked all da way back to get it den we decided to take a bus there since mrt can eat anything. but by da time we got da ice n reached da bus stop. it was like 9.10. so we were thinking, we're still early so we can make it. but who noes. by 9.20 e bus still haven arrived! and just when we're about to flag a cab there.... e bus came lah. -____-" and so we ended up being 10 mins late. but good thing was e movie only started at 9.50 lah. hahhas. lucky us. its a damn nice show lah. at least to me. i love it man! was so darn cool~

and oh yah. i had my table topics before that and i guess i did okay lah. my topic was like bubble tea burst and i had to talk about that topic for friggin's 2 mins plus lah. it was like so long man when i was standing up there. hahahs. my dressing i guess wasn't appropriate lah. cuz i was supposed to wear formal that day but instead i wore a 3/4 sleeved, a denim skirt and a pair sneakers. hahhass. but i brought my formal clothes there alright. just that i had no time to change since i'm like late for that alr. hahahs. i'm a so not punctual person. i admit. LOL.

okie, exams are coming. like just another week more before it comes? and i guess i should really start to mug now. oh yah. i just realised that i actually have a test on CIP. sheesh. this is serious shit man. i'm dead. officially. =)

and lets go sha-la-la-la-la

2005-08-22T02:30:00.000+08:00

for so long, i haven had sucha fun weekend lah. LOL. but this weekend is a sleep deprived but fun weekend! as usual, work on fri night, it was always fun lah. den went to say wee's bro chalet on sat. it was so so SO happening lah. at least to me it is laah. we played like crazy man. jon and gang was there, jj and gang was there oso. okie, let me recount on wat happened. okie, fisrt up was, when i reached there say wee just had a fight with his mum and rayson was like counselling him lah. so after that, we went to da beach, talked cock. jon was damn funny lah, his actions and everything, omg cant stand it man. and mazel was like sucha bastard lah. grrr. his attitude seriously SUCK! hahahhs.

okie the fun part was here, after we went back to da chalet, all of them drank. galvin n say wee drank da most lah and galvin was like some lunatic man. hitting and snatching me with pillows throughout so i culdn't sleep lah. jon liyan jj wx del and me were alll like lunatics man. we were having pillow fights, galvin they all were di siao-ing mazel.. galvin practically used his finger to poke into mazel's nose lah. so friggin' disgusting!! galvin was friggin' drunk lah. thats y he was dng all these crazy stuffs. say wee puked again. this time he puked like twice lah. but at least he was sober cuz he din tok rubbish. hahahas. den we went to slp cuz its was friggin' boring at late night as jj they all went mac and i'm like so lazy to walk to mac with them lah. so i styed in da chalet. so i went up to slp, den del came by. at round 4+am. we were all so comfortable lah. den jj n jon had to squeeze into da bed which del n i was lying on lah. so it was so cramp!!! i cant even turn or move my body lah. liyan they all was like playing downstairs. den they all suddenly cam up. n guess what they did man. they actually took pic of me n jj slping lah and they called it as us having affair -.- so for da whole while they were like saying, hey u pregnant alr cannot like this cannot like that. hahhas. that was so crap lah.

hmms, all those were on sat. and den today(sun). morning, we took say wee's dad's lorry home, our butts were all so pain lah. cuz bt timah e roads there were all so bumpy. hahahs. after that, i went to chinatown to book air tix to turkey on dec! hahahs. but i ain't gonna spend christmas in sg this year again~ =( so sad man. i guess i'm just gonna miss lotsa stuffs out man.

went to town to meet jj, jon n co after booking da tix, jon was like trying to help say wee change image lah. taking him to shops to try tees and eventually decided to ask him to get a long sleeve collar tee, it was quite nice ah, dark bckgrd with bright lines, pretty much like those clubbing tee. suited him as well, jon bought a shirt as well.. green tee with yellow prints. nice~~ after that, went to pacific plaza with them, but we went there too late! shops were all closed. awww. hahaha! so we went over to cine, they had ljs there den we went to our normal routine when i'm in cine with them. we went k pool! hahahas. that was e only entertainment for us. =D den we decided that we want to take da last bus but due to da last intense 9 ball game i had with jj, we missed it! its not entirely our fault lah, cuz they close their billard table only at 11.40 when last bus was 11.45. haas. i was so pek chek with da game man, cuz i wanted to end quickly so we cn catch da bus but who noes, we kept accidentally snooked each other. hahahs. so after that we wanted to take train, but when we reached da station, e last train just departed!! -____-"
so we ended up in da cab.

den we intended to go back home, but we suddenly receive jon's call. he said he wanted to go bt for supper and he is driving! hahas. he took he dad's car out lah. and he's driving without a license lah. cuz he's underage! hahahs. so liyan jj jon me n sw was like keeping our eyes open to look out for any police stop. LOL. jon was like driving over 100km/h on da road lah. this is da first time i ever had such experience man. but anyway it was a nice wan lah. we had nice chats n nice prata! =D saved on cab fare as well.

and i haven hand in my econs assignment man. i simply dunno how to do! analysis on newspaper article!! like wth. i dont even noe how to start and da deadline is yest! hahahs. e assignment had some weightage in my overall grade too. man, i'm dead meat~ i'm so tired now! go slp alr. till then. =)

laziness.

2005-08-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging! once again. hahas. i realise i've been blogging like once a week lah. cuz my life aint very happening nowadays. its so so DRY! someone please help me with this man. i'm so gonna die if this continues lah. hahahhs.

okie. what have i been doing recently? oh well, basicallly... movies are da most lah. i watched stealth, bewitched, truth about love, charlie and the chocolate factory and the maid. haas. man.. the maid kinda suck, well, i dunno why lah. cuz i expected it to be darn scary, but it turned out to be not scary lah. abit disappointed man. haas. and yah truth about love! omg. i think its a darn nice show llah. not because of all da sensual things but i really like it lah.. no idea why. i think u guys should catch it man. n lastly charlie and the choc factory, caught da movie with my bro today, i was so so so fancinated by da factory lah. hahhahs. so yummy! and of cuz high tech oso lah. how i wish there is really sucha glass lift man. hahhas.

hmms i have a test tml! yes, oral communication. written test. man i seriously dun understand lah. why are there simply so many tests and projects in poly? i thot it was supposed to be stress free?! but it doesn't seems so man. and my holiday. YES HOLIDAYS, all different from pri and sec sch, and thats sad lah. cuz it means less overseas trip for me! cuz bro, sis n me.. holidays all at diff times! so maddening man. why cant they just standardised it. is it spelt lidat? heck. i'm lazy to check da dictionary. okie my eng is bad lah. so yah. bear with it eh. =D

i guess i'll have to go read thru my notes now! and yah CATS project coming up after my test, how good can my day end with man, i hate CATS. seriously. grrrr....

back!

2005-08-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

okie, i noe, i've been mia for almost a week. hahah. but well. cuz i was sick! yes. seriously sick. has been months since i was this sick. i got everything at one shot. i had high fever. round 38.2 degrees, headache, cough, flu and sore throat! so which means i lost my voice lah. hahahs. so i din work yest. and i din attend school for 2 days!

anyway i got back my bstats test 2 as well. i passed!! hahahs. i thot i would fail cuz i din really study for that. say i'm lucky man. watched bewitched on national day as well. i din think it was a great show lah. simply cuz it aint exciting enough. haas. i htink i din attend much school this week except gng for bstats make up yest. that was e only day i stepped into da school. hahahs. i guess i shall update till here. just taken med. fell so drowsy now. i'm off ta slp!

ZEN Micro. YAY!

2005-08-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

woah. i'm back. like after....a few days? anyway, haven been busy but have been wasting my time away. hahahas. did nothing constructive this few days either. i wonder what i have been doing. oh well. whatever it is, i've already WASTED them.

finally i bought my ZEN micro. i bought da black one. at the end, black n white is still my fav colour. haas. i was so amused by ZEM micro lah. i was like. ehhhh. so cool. omg. blue light! so nice! so on and so fore lah. hahahas.

also, i now declared myself out of poverty! hahahs. cuz i got my pay just on friday. was considered quite an amount to me, but after paying off my debts.(for pple who noe, it was cause of my forgetful self. ha!) i'm like left with half of what i have been issued. also mummy ask me sign up for a saving plan. which mean i hafta save 100 bux every month starting from now. actually its is 150 bux but mom decided to pay for the other 50 bux. haha. n i have to friggin' save for 25 years! after which, i can be considered richer. hopefully. interest rate is high lah i must say. like 3% p.a. also got some voucher worth $150 bux from taka which will be issued three weeks later. hahahs. i'm so gonna shop till i drop man. LOL.

hmms. i realise i'm actually quite slack next week. as in my schedule. cuz mon i dun have to go to school except gng for bstats test, tues will be national day, wed i need not go to sch either bcuz morning lectures are not impt. i define them as not important myself. HA! afternoon tutorial is e-learning. so which means i only have 2 days of school days next week! HURRAY!!! okay i noe i'm lazy but u shld noe how much i detest gng to sch n waking up early in da morning. and i'm always late lah. so paiseh. everytimw alk into da class and i'll always say. "sorry, i'm late" -.-

suddenly i realise thump ti di thump thump is a nice expression to use. hahahs. oh crap. this is getting nonsensical. blog next time round. i'm bad at ending up blogs. =x

heh heh

2005-08-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

oh well. wenta bel's hse for revision instead. and. we were supposed to study n we did. for me i managed to study 1 chapt. den we ended up watching a comedy instead. man it was so friggin' funyy! his jokes were all omg! hahahah! i don't remember any moment whereby my mouth is closed man. stayed till 8+, mum came n fetch me home. n yah for like 4 hrs. i've only studie ONE chapt. wat am i doing for the rest of the time? i was.... sortin gout my fotos and receiving songs and sending songs to bel. our speed today was like woah~ i mean me n her lah. cuz i was using her wireless. hahahhas. alright today shall be a short post. update soon~~

not being late. =)

2005-08-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

okie. now i hafta officially declare that i really cant wake up for nine o'clock lesson. man. waking up so early in da morning is like e toughest thing i can do right now. and yah. i missed my bstats tutorial cuz i overslept. hahahas. oh well. i hafta go for make up lesson cuz of that. this oso mean one thing. i hafta go to make up lesson ALONE! so pathetic right. with acc students. omg. i don't even noe a single soul in that class. sad sad sad.

hmms. let me recall. wat happened yest. well. i did my dreamweaver. still halfway thru. will be making a flash later in e week thou. it is an assignment lah. which stands 10% of my total marks. so my aim is basically on 5% which is a pass. hahahs. its so troublesome lah. need to create a web page of ur own. need to create an original flash as well. mebbe i should be like bel ah. hahahs.

as for today. nothing much to comment on thou cuz not very happening today. *boring*
anyway gng to revise with bel tml at clementi. hahahs. i wonder how much are we gonna revise tml. anyway just hope it will be a good one. hahahas. guess i gotta go finish up my ocom tutorial alr. ciao~

laze

2005-07-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

a day wasted i guess for today. or rather only a lil. din attend sch today. just wasnt in da mood to go ta sch. partly cuz i was too plain lazy to do econs hw. and partly bcuz i'm like too lazy to even step my foot outta my hse. hahahs.

anyway got a gr8 news to announce! i pass all my tests!! woohoo~ hahahahs. so last min work paid off lah. okie. i forgot what i was gonna blog. damn it. i have serious stm now. LOL. alright. gotta go alr. =)))

SUPERSTAR

2005-07-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

watched superstar just now. actually i wanted to hear kelly sing. but i got e wrong day. hahah! oh well. watched it anyway. it wasn't so good thou. LOL

i discovered something too. actually God is fair. i mean every god of any religion. haas. cuz i realised that pple who are blind are actually gifted with beautiful voices. as u guys see eh. we hear pple singing on da streets and they're usually pple who are physically disabled. ain't not making lotsa sense here i noe. cuz i oso dunno wat i'm typing. just wanted to phrase this thot of mine out in a much better way. but i just cant. blame it on my english. haas.

i think i'm sick man. blogging 3 times in a day?! LOL. thats so NOT like me. neways since i blogged. i BLOGGED! haas. crap i noe. cont it soon! stay tune! =)))

2005-07-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

hahahas. i'm back! fast right. LOL. oh well. just wenta checky out my email. found something interesting. kinda cool to me. abit dirty thou. just thought i culd share a lil. enjoy! =)

Scientists have discovered that the lightest thing in the world is a PENIS. This is because it can be lifted up even by a simple thought.

oopps.

2005-07-27T16:27:00.000+08:00

hmms. alright alright. i rem i said i wuld blog e next day right. haas. OKAY. i broke da promise. oh well. cant blame me. blame my hands for not being willing to move. blame my brain for not thinking of wat to blog. blame my legs for not wanting to step into da comp room. hahaha! me and my excuses i KNOW.

actually nothing much happened past few days oso. just that i lost slp on one of da days. and i actually attended sch e very next day. oh my. i've like really become a good student eh. LOL. got back 2 of my result so far. was satisfied with one but totally screwed e other. hahahs. SEE. thats e result of not studying earlier and not attending lectures dine. man. wat am i doing in sch. hahahhas.

i just realised that i dunno lotsa stuffs. like my CIP assignment. using macromedia dreamweaver. was only told by my fren when the deadline is on fri. hahhas. i haven started it yet actually. oh well. to be precise. i CANT get started. i'm like still in holiday mood even after 2 months of schooling. i'm not sure why but it just seems to me that everyday is like holiday. i was suprised that mom realised that too. she asked me. u no nitta study meh. everyday see u watch vcds. then i was like. there's nothing for me to study ma. hahahs. my goodness.

kinda in a vcd freak mode now thou. haas. after finishing naruto. cont with some korean drama. man. e ending simply suck! thats like so horrible. btw that korean show is duno wat paris wan. haas. cant rem da eng name. shown in chnn U before thou.

okie. i guess i just end it here for now. will update soon. but..... i dunno when. =P just keep checking this piece of shit up. =DD

boo blah blah

2005-07-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

woah. i'm back in action! hahahas. i mean as in blogging lah. i know. i haven been blogging for awhile. cuz.... of stupid sch. okay. that was just an excuse. oh crap. this is my common test week. which means.. NO SCH!! but got test. =(

alright. talking bout tests. had my stats on mon. it was a open book test so e exam was like...er.. i oso dunno how to put it lah. but i guess i will pass. hahahahs. and then my econs was today. which was like. not very good for me. i'm like just hoping for a pass lah. hahahas. if i pass it would be all thanks to hongkiat and isabel! hahas. why do i say that? cuz bel asked me go hk's hse for crash course on cost and production. of cuz e greatest credit goes to me lah. cuz i took da effort to go thru everything on my own! hahahas. thats y i always say i LOVE myself. LOL. i noe lah. abit self obsessed here. but u can see from all my pics lah. ahahahs.

and yah. to announce one thing oso. i've exited myself from da dragon boat team. reasons? i shall not elaborate. ahahahs. cuz i've alr told da one which i wanted to tell alr. so yah u noe. hahahas.

oh. i just want to whine n whine bout this man. i LOST 2 handphone in a month! CAN U BELIEVE IT?! my gosh. i'm like so down on my luck recently loh. suck like shit lah. man. worst thing is that i had to get e second phone replaced cuz it's my bro. and it cost me like 300 bucks for a second phone loh. hahhas. i'm like oweing debts everywhere. and feeling so so broke now. so i have been pia-ing work for e whole of last week lah. always working night shift. ahahhas. to earn more so as to cover e money for e phone lah.

went to town with bel to watch war of e worlds today. man. it was damn nice lah. like from e start alr so exciting. it was exciting till e end man. i cant rem how many f**k i said. hahhas.
and den both of us was like so tired after da show loh. cuz it was too EXCITING! we took neos oso. and bel was like we look so "an xiang" not like last time how we used to think of wat pose to take. den she said.. mebbe we're old alr. omg. time really flies man. i'm like 17 now! i noe lah. it doesn't seems old. but neither am i young anymore. hmms. guess this is part of growing up. haas.

so i guess i will be blogging frequently now. cuz tests are over! and i'm really gng to pay attention in all lectures and not skip sch anymore! i cant get another warning letter cuz i got 4 alr! hahahas. geeting a few more might caused me to be debarred from all modules man. hahhas. i aint gonna let them happen. alright. shall update tml den.

speechless

2005-06-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

have i changed? or have u guys changed? i dunno. i just feel so so distant away from u all. it hurts to see this kinda situation. really. i feel so so warm wheen i saw u. but wat did i get? a cold reaction. where have all our promises gone to? bout how we wun drift. bout how we gonna keep in contact. bout everything..... mebbe i'm too damn sensitive. mebbe this entry might offend u. i dunno. what should i do? mebbe i should just close my eyes and not care bout it. mebbe i should. mebbe.....

my heart has been ripped. torn into pieces. i just feel like crying when i see u. but i held back my tears. i'm afraid that u might find me a nuisance. i'm afraid of losing u.

crabby crappy!

2005-05-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

woohoot. went and eat crab just now! hahaa. was so friggin' full. LOL. walked all e way frm amk to bishan. LOL we merely just anyhow walk. till a stage whereby we had no idea where to go. we decided to take a cab to e nearest mrt station. haas. and we went to bishan mrt. so we went j8 jalan jalan. den got this weirdo. suddenly pop out and say some very odd stuffs. haas. actually he just wanted us to donate 2 bux to buy some charity stuffs. LOL. after that. went over to S&K. guess who we saw? IAN! haas. del's kor kor. he told us that he quit his job at rebirth liao. haas. i guess he looks much better off working in rebirth. LOL. went POA too. bought a pair of pants. man. i din pay e full amt so paid a deposit first. first time i ever did this man. feels so er. weird? and paiseh. LOL. anyways. had losta fun with my evil bolster! and i reallyreally miss ZIHONG! gawd. will be meetin up with him soon thou. =D

new life. new school

2005-05-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

hohoho. i'm finally blogging.. like how long ago was my last entry? haas. bel ah. u see ah. *dine uses sand paper to clear all da rust in my blog* haas. now its all cleaned! woo. began poly life like 2 days again. not really adapting well thou. so many unfamiliar faces. simply make me feel so uncomfy. plus. e lectures are like so dry. haas. i'm beginning to slp in class again. LOL. anyway saw lotsa sec sch mates. and even pri sh mates! haas. feels so warm to see all of them. haas. think fajarians are dominating ngee ann poly. np is infested with fajarians! oh yah had my spanish lessons today oso. was real funny e teacher. n e way we had to pronounce e words! LOL. was damn into pool nowadays. play pool after sch. but not much khaki ah. haas. and finally! i met up with ngiap yan. after like how many donkey times we say we gonna meet. in e end we met in sch! LOL. had a fun time with this babe thou. well. at least we still tok as much as last time. haaas. old frens are really hell loads better den e ones in poly. basically this week schedule still not tight ah. cuz no tutorials. think stuffs gonna get busy after first week. wish me luck pple. haas. shall blog again soon.

was talking to bel bout how friendships will be affected after we enter poly. so hows wat i've to say to you. thou i din tell u these words just now. but deep down i really meant these. e thot of losing you just makes me feel weird all over. promise me our friendship will stay da way it is alright? life wuldn't be complete without you. really. u noe how dear u mean to me. i'm seriously fearing it now. e fear of drifting apart with you.

dying of boredom.

2005-04-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

bored. bored BORED! i'm so damn bored! haas. blogging cuz i'm too bored? hell yeah. hahahas. i wonder y not much pple are online now. oh well. mebbe its sun's afternoon. hahahas. i'm like rotting at home. stupid weather today. rain all da way. kinda suck eh. thou its cooling lah. hmms. wah just now da wind blardy hell big man. hahahas. like gng to have some tornado soon or wat. LOL.

realise i'm having some kinda attitude prob lately. no idea y. haas. guess i'm pretty well back to da normal now. hmms. gng down to bugis later on. yes ALONE! LOL. din noe who to ask along. hmms. go there buy zhi wei's prezzie. den go fusion one learn how to open door. haas. stupid william put me in fusion one for 2 weeks. guess i gonna be dead by e end. hahahs. sure kena lotsa complaints. pple there are known to be FUSSY. gawd. i wonder y these pple so bo liao. play pool oso wanna complain. thats y i always say fusion 3 is da best! hahahas. i miss da pple there! miss da tv too!

starting school sch on 24th may. hmm. did i mention there in da previous entry? haas. cant rem. influenced by bel. got stm now. LOL. anyway. zhi wei is gng off on da 9th. i always thot it was da 5th. haas. stupid me. they gng grand watever hotel to eat buffet as farewell. just hoping that i'm off on wed so i can join them! afterall its da last wan i guess. if not hafta go hk find zw eat. hahas. abit bo hua ah. LOL.

lotsa bo liao pple in friendster nowadays. adding pple for nth. anyhow i accepted lah. budden send them message ask them hu they are. only like 3 outta 6 reply. wth. hahahas.

grr. nothing more to blog le!! hahahs. go dig see got any vcds to watch anot. LOL.

both good and bad.

2005-04-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

grandma was cremated today. 1.30pm. we sent her e last time. wastched da body go into da room. tears wanted to roll down but i stopped it. biggest aunt was crying like no nody's business. made da whole scenerio even more sad. i guess everyone has alr accepted da fact. gonna collect it tml.

e moment i say i wanted to forget u. the situation turned ard again. fancy it all happening on april fool. up till now i still can believe it. april fool. i thot u were pulling my leg. hahahas. anyway i'm over da moon.

funeral.

2005-03-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

grandma was declared dead at 12.47am this morning. stayed at e songkah whole day long folding da incense paper. guess i wuldn't be blogging till da end of everything. memories will always be with me till da end.

shits happened altogether.

2005-03-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

been thinking. why are there so much empty promises? or perhaps we din try to keep it gng.

i rem how close we used to be back in sch. always gng to our stairway to eat. sitting ard in class to gossip. and i rem how we promise not to lose contact with each other. but one thing i realised. we seemed to be drifting further and further apart day by day. i don't like da feeling of this. everyone of us are busy with our own things. working. studying. having another circle of frens. i ain't blaming you all. i just wanted to say everything out. i do admit that i din make da effort to maintain it like last time. some things just cant be helped. now we're posted to different polytechnics. lets just hope that we don't drift apart too much. i love you girls too much to let you go.

i just received news. grandma seems to be passing away anytime. she just stopped breathing just now. docs are trying to revive her. perhaps this way she's better. she lives a life that is too torturous. really.

hatred.

2005-03-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

i hate you i hate you I HATE YOU!!!!

hate you for making me hate you
hate you for taking away everything i have
hate you for snatching away my love
hate you for not having ur own individuality
hate you for all da bad times i had
hate you for making me seemed like a bitch
hate you for being so timid
hate you for being sucha creep
hate you for everything!

don't ask me who. don't ask me why. don't ask me anything. even if u do ask. i wun tell you. so save ur breath to live longer and stay outta it. =)

great great gREAT!

2005-03-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

oh yah. btw i got into business studies in ngee ann poly! wooOhoOOT! this piece of news is way too cool for me man. haas. i'm looking forward to studying. but now.. i miss my work! i'm supposed to be off from today till sun. budden i'm working on fri again! LOL.

interesting!

2005-03-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

hmms. found something real interesting today! okay here it goes... try it!

This is one of the strangest things I have ever encountered. It will either drive you crazy or make you laugh!
Left brain, right brain.
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While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction and there's nothing you can do about it.

hais.

2005-03-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

my life was good. till u broke into mine. now i hafta repeat da process all over again. e process of forgetting. thou we din start but its hard still. now i'm trapped in another one. my life is damned.

this ain't good.

2005-03-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

gawd. i'm sick alr! and i've only started working for a week. haas. din noe my immune system was THAT weak. hahahas. mebbe e milo is e cause of it. grr. heck lah. milo is nice so i shall cont to drink! LOL.

well. he say that he's gonna be very very busy. and wun have da time to go out! my gosh. like so sad loh. he tell me thats e reason y he kept asking me out this few days. budden i working!! grr. hais. den he like very lonely leh. my gawd. got job oso troubled. no job oso troubled. jia lat.

hmms. shall be pouring out all da realtuonship troubles here. so if u dun wanna noe. please do not cont to read! hahahas.

i'm like feeling so bad!! grrr. haas. okay. recntly i gotta know this guy thru von. haas. den its like he comes n play pool. den he send me home. sending me home is alright. budden he lives in bedok! turn out its like i feel so bad loh. alamak. i dun really have feelings for him. budden. alamk i oso dunno how to say.

hmms. probs aside. job is so far getting better and better. haas. its like gng to play rather den work. unless e boss is ard lah. hahahs. oh yah. did i mention that my siter bought a maltese? haas. so cute!!! hahahs. he's only 2 mths old btw. LOL. okay i think i gonna slp alr. if not tml got panda eyes! hahahas.

BOO!

2005-03-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

YES. i'm back. like finally. oh did i mention i'm working at pool fusion 3 now? hmms. think i forgot. hahahs. well. basically todae is quite screwed up lah. stupid jing. came like an hour late. like wat the hell loh. she picked da most busy period to be late. fuck lah. den i was like so clumsy loh. wah. grrr. thinking of that makes my blood boil. i'm so pissed! now i realise smth. work=no life. hahahhas. thou got money lah. but like no time to spend lidat. now i wish that off day comes faster.

after work wenta bugis.v de coffeshop. eat and watched da 9pm show with jeff ben and von. wah. so sweet alright. haas. all 3 of them got married thou expected. but it was super duper nice! hahahaas. plans for tml. is work. den go out. hahahs. gonna stay in either von's or ben's hse. i think i'll be damn tired on sunday when i go for work. mon will be gng to fusion 1 to work. hahhaas. i dun like fusion 1! i wan fusion 3!!! okay. shall go and bathe alr. blog again when i got time. haas.

it brightened up my day!

2005-03-11T04:05:00.000+08:00

wooOhooOt~ i'm feeling so happy today! hahahas. well. basically e reason y i'm happy is bcuz i found myself a job! woolalala~well, will be working in zoo on this sat n sun den mon will strat work at pool fusion! hahahas. one more thing to add. he told me he like me. hahahas. budden i din tell him my feelings. hahahas. i'm contented lah. really. LOL. well finished golden faith too! nice show man. was cursing at da actor and actress thou. but nevertheless its a gr8 show! alright. nitta slp alr.

da day is over!

2005-03-01T17:04:00.000+08:00

woOOhOOt~ finally got my O lvl's result yest. omg! it was so horrifying when taking bcuz lotsa pple were crying man! anyway, stupid chew played a trick on me before i taky my result. he gave me someone els's. damn him man. den when i saw a D7 in eng. i was like. wat? i failed?! den after that we checked e others subjects. den he went like. oh sorry sorry, i took da wrong result slip. wth loh. so.... argh! hahahas. well... i got..

eng - C5
chi - A2
humans - B3
maths - A2
a-maths - A2
phy - C6
chem - D7

hmms. as usual, i did badly for both da sci! hahahahs, but den again. i jumped a few grades for them too! hahahs. my previous grades in sch were all F9 for them! LOL. oh well, top student was much expected. only unexpected thing was that yi fan and wilton were actually not in da top student list.

oh well, wenta celebrate yest, first we went century pool to play pool. den after that we wenta bugis to drink.
oh man. da bar we went to was so nice! hahahas. so country loh. den damn comfortable. had like hell loads of fun in there. i think our gang was e only one making all da dins. we played card games. talked cock. and was entertained by zhi wei's de very lame words. hahahas. reached home at six plus. man. totally shagged. hahahas. anway, was really fun. haas. gonna upload da photo of da shop real soon. keep checking! hahahs.

right or wrong?

2005-02-16T03:21:00.000+08:00

was in da bus today. on my way to town. den i saw this fairfield girl. she was on da fone happily initially, den after she hung up. i saw tears rolling down her cheeks. i was listening to mp3 so i culdn't hear e surrounding at all. i used only one sense on da bus. that is sight. den i wonder what happened to her. she looked real sad at tat time. den i realise there are actually lotsa things we dunno in this world of ours. suddenly i hafta urge to write smth, but din have any statinary with me. den after looking at da girl, i saw this old couple sitting right infront of me. they were kinda having a conversation. but da way i see it, it looked they were having a fight bcuz of da way e wife speaks to her husband. den i realise, sometimes, some things. u cant just see, u nitta hear as well. sometimes, mebbe u nitta feel it with ur heart too. was a pretty nice bus ride todae. this was da first time i ever take notice of such stuff. living in sucha modern world, i guess not much pple wuld really think bout all this. everyone is rushing for time every now and den. our footsteps are always so quick. seldom do u see pple walking on e street and had very relaxed footsteps. i guess there are goods and bads bout almost everything.

something happened in da night too but i ain't gng into detail. i didn't want to scold this guy. bcuz i thot to myself. i guess everyone is blaming him. he shldn't be feeling good too. but den again i did curse him. haas. i cursed him behind his back. i did called him, i just purely wanted to noe his side of story not intending to reprimand him. but he din wanna talk bout it. i wanted to ask y. i wanted to add more harsh words. but i restrain myself bcuz i din wanna fight with him. all i did was to ask him to do some self reflection on his attitude. bcuz honestly i do care for him. and i seriously think that this attitude of his wun get him anywhere. but i guess my attempt of trying to talk some sense into him failed.

thru this, i realise there are actually no right and wrong. its just da way u see things. its da same when u meet with problems. if u look at it in a different way. hu noes if u might learn something or even solve ur problem. to spme pple some things may appear to be minor, but to some it might be something that can change their whole life. maybe if we try to understand more, fight less, we'll live much happier. its difficult. but u wun noe till u've tried eh? sometimes, i wished i culd be a better person. maybe someday i might. maybe.

happy valentine's day!

2005-02-15T02:02:00.000+08:00

ah hah. a day where all e couples gather! hahahas. went to town today again! hahahas. met up with all e girls. goash. been a long time since five of us gathered cuz there's always one that is missing. hahahs. went to borders bistro to have dinner. initial plan was nydc. den due to some stuffs we went to bistro instead. was not bad lah. their plates were realy BIG! hahahas. just like some french cuisine. was darn full too. and we waited pretty long before food was served. hahahas. everyone was grumbling bout it. oh well. had a really long and great talk while waiting thou. hahahs. as usual. we talked bout some extreme cases. but not that extreme this time round. den we talked about stuffs when we getting back our result. hrd that it wuld be on da 25th feb. which is only next fri! think i gonna enjoy myself first. hahaha! after that went to borders to get bel's book. took some pics too! hey maxie, sorry eh. din manage to meet up with u todae. anyway. i'll be seeing u tml eh. hahaha! hmms. saw del n wx on da bus too! was surprised to see them. hhahaas. that wx ar. sucha stupid arse! he gave del a blur rose. i asked him y, he told me "coz i like blue colour ma" omg! hahahs. he actually din noe e meaning of blue roses. hahahs. but nvm lah. as a chi saying goes " bu4 zhi1 zhe3 wu2 zui4" LOL. i helped them took some pic. designed some pose for them too. oh mine. they looked so sweet alright. seeing them makes me think that singlehood sucks! LOL. guess that's all. might be gng for some job hunting tml thou.

good or bad?

2005-02-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

woo~ hahahas. been busy for the whole cny! gawd. din even have da time to blog. oh well. tml everyone is schooling again. well. as usual. went to relative's hse to bai nian. get ang pows. one thing is that went to hosp to visit my grandma instead. hmms. i realise i really cant gamble this year! hahahs. i kept losing. gawd. seems that i'm really down on my luck. took quite a no. of pics too. have alr uploaded them! went to k-box yest. really really sang my hrt out that day. n yah. was da first time i ever drank XO as a alcolhol. it taste preety nice. smooth in e throat. hahahas.

v. day is just tml! will be gng out with e girl tml! hahahs. missed them so much. actually i dun really look forward to this yr's v. day cuz i got no date. previous 2 yrs was spent with jj. suddenly i hafta spend it with someone else! honestly, not very used to it. hahahs. i cant say i've 100% put him down. but i can cfm that he's 90% outta my mind! thats a good thing eh. hahahas. anyways. have alr watched filght of the phoneix, constantine and i do i do during e new yr. all 3 were pretty good. but i really recommend constantine.! hahahas. n oso went to youth park to watch e outdoor screening of 50 first dates. thous i've watched it before but u noe, its so nice that i want to watch it for another time! so sweet alright. if only there is someone that's lidat. hahaha! n yah. saw all e perfect 10 deejays. n i really think that daniel ong is cute! hahahas. i guess that's all! update tml again!

fav past time~

2005-02-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

oh yah. uploaded my album. well its all my face lah. hahahah!

cuckoo cuckoo~~

2005-02-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

haas. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! hahahas. monkey is retiring alr. up next is e golden chicken! kok kok ge!! LOL. hmms. just finished reunion dinner. oh well. haven been blogging for like quite long eh. haas. cuz i've been darn busy with work! hahahas. well i did try to. budden it culdn't be published! gRRRR. i was so pissed loh so i decided to ddrop that idea of typing again. hahahas. finally my work has come to an end. gawd, it was so damn tiring! i worked for like straight 10 over days. without any blardy break! hahahas. oh well. for e sake of some quick bux. any sacrifice is worth it lah. hahahahs.

oh yah. went back ta fajar today. visit chers. catch up with each other. budden din really see much pple. not much changes thou. all of em are on their hair colour. n qin qin had braces alr! hahahs. seems like they're al enjoying e three months course. except gloria. she withdraw frm cjc too. just like hong kiat. hahahas. now cjc oficially have no more fajarians. hahahs. n erm. wilton. he wore this nerdy spects to sch today n he looked so old. he's still as eccentric as ever lah. dunno wat he's thinking oso. okay thats e end of fajar trip. the concert is da same every year so not much lah.

wenta town to paint my nails today too! ahahhas. den met up with maxie n jj. i bought another set of clothes. n got one skullhead shirt with e word "SUCKER" hahhaas. simply lurve that word man.. LOL. n yah i saw sel in far east! hahahas. gawd. have been a long time since i last met her. she hasn't change much thou. but i realise she's actually quite tall. hahah. mebbe height of bel or abit taller. she told me she haven buy any new year clothes yet! gosh. that was terrible. she's only doing last min shopping today. i wonder if she got any. hahas. ask her later. LOL. well. basically maxie n max were like darn tired today. haha. we dropped dead when we went into da cab. hahahas. hmms. once again. a happy chicken year to everyone!! kok kok geEEEEeeeEe~ =D

what a day.

2005-02-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

i'm so fucking pissed today. damn. e entry i posted just now was gone. fuck. just not my day.

lesson learnt today.
never judge a person by their appearances,
sometimes, looks can be deceiving.

humans. complicated mammals

what a day.

2005-02-03T01:09:00.001+08:00

i'm so fucking pissed today. damn. e entry i posted just now was gone. fuck. just not my day.

lesson learnt today.
never judge a person by their appearances,
sometimes, looks can be deceiving.

humans. complicated mammals.

what a day.

2005-02-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

hmms. haven been blogging lately. been working working n working. so lazy to update too. finally days at greenridge are over! hurray! ahhahas. e flow of pple in greenridge is pathetic man. i can practically stone there for e whole day. realli damn sian there man. hahas. been having 2 hrs plus dinner break nowadays. no choice ar. there too bored alr. went home n watch e 7pm show. hahahs.

n yah. speaking of today. damn. i was a farking pissed!!!! bloody yuancheng!!!! he's sucha irresponsible idiot! bloody hell him man. oh gawd. i shldn't have asked him if he wants this job earlier man. keep putting resign on da table. fuck man. he was e wan he wanted e job. den now he behaves irresponsibly n he still wans to do this. to hell with him man. he din arrange e stock. n den kept gng mazel's hse during working hours. din promote. din do any fucking shit. n he still dare to say all those fucked up shit. wat the hell man. i seriously made a wrong choise. i was so damn bloody wrong bout him.!!! grrr. i was so pissed todae! everything they ask me to tell my auntie. even stuffs like they're gonna be late for work. its not like my auntie will eat them loh. they're seriously putting me into a difficult spot man. first, they went late without informing my auntie den was caught by e boss. as a result my aunt got a scolding frm e boss. any human wuld be angry loh. so of cuz will scold them lah. den stupid yuancheng. tell me wat. if lidat i resign loh. that was e first time. e second time was today. he din arrange e stock den was late w/o telling my auntie again. so my auntie scolded him again. den he bloody hell tell me he wanna resign again. after that he gave me some shit like. for ur sake, i dun resign. wat the fuck! i knew smth bad wuld happen todae. just that i din expect this. if he does this one more time. i heck alr lah. ask him go n die. dun work dun work. its not like my auntie cant survive w/o his help. i seriously hope 7 feb come faster. after 7th iwun be hearing all this shit ever again man. never will i ask him to work next year. really.. over my dead body man.

i learnt something too. never ever judge a person by their appearances. looks can really deceive pple. humans. complicated mammals.

awww.

2005-01-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

oh man. i'm so tired. tired as in mentally. haas. why? cuz i slept for like 2 hrs only and went to work. gawd. haas. there were so mani goods todae! haas. oh well. knew some pple today as well. haas. the guy hu wrked wif me. gosh. he's damn chatty! like ah pek lidat. tok non stop. my cousin and i culdn't standhim at all. he's also damn lame okay! hahahas. oh well. was fun todae as well. dunno y i really enjoy moving all e cartons of drinks. hahhas. like a game to me. i keep throwing cartons n cartons of drinks to the guys. afetr soo long. i finally got a job! LOL. budden only a temp job that is like ten days. hahhas. for new year. well. at least got some income. went to like 5 outlets todae. one of e outlets i went. i din do anything!! the guys asked me to rest den they did all e job. LOL. i was shaking leg at one side. hahahhas. dun hafta spend money too!! cuz transport and meals all auntie blanjah! hahahha. okay gotta go rest ler. must recharge for tml. haas.

rain after sunshine.

2005-01-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

well well. i'm blogging in maxie's hse!! haas. din manage to watch exorcist thou cuz i din noe e dvd was e lastest wan. haas. my mistake. but i took a number of vcds from maxie's hse to last me for a few days. LOL. hmms. working tml also. start work at 8am!!!! gawd. that is early man. haas. auntie told me i'm gonna get real busy tml!! hahahas. maxie is talking to qq n yc right now. and she's really laughing hard cuz of wat they call say wee! gosh. her voice is back and her laughter too! btw hrd from maxie that del remove her braces alr!! finally! hahahahs. okies. gonna stop ler..

yeEeehaAa~

2005-01-26T16:55:00.000+08:00

hmms. changed my blogskin. new year must have new luk eh. LOL. well. went to flip thru www.blogskins.com yest when i have nth to do. came across this. and it really attracted me. well. i lurve e music too. sounds sad huh. well. i found 2 others too. might be changing it after a month or smth. haas. it ain't easy to find nice blogskins so i must be greedy. i saved like 3! hahahas. hmms. mebbe gng to maxie's hse to watch exorcist later on. not e latest wan. but e one in 1980s. hahahs. borrowed from bel. hope it'll be a nice wan since it is rated one of e most scariest movie. guess i have nothing more to blog. blog again soon~~

boOO~

2005-01-26T04:15:00.000+08:00

hmms. back to blog. lols. oh well. there ain't anything to blog these past few days. lols. or rather i'm lazy to update too. hahahas. oh well. its like 4am now and i'm blogging. haas. u can see how bored i am. i've not been out wif frens for like 2 days! hahahs. all of 'em are busy wif their own stuffs. some studying, some working. i'm so fucking bored at home!! lols. finished all e vcds and dvds which i borrowed from bel. lols. i'm now left with nth to do. well. i kept my puzzle too. haas. i dun really haf so much patience to do that. somemore its a thousand piece puzzle! gawd. i wonder when will i ever complete it. hahahas. oh yah. touched my guitar a few days back. and i realise..... i've forgotten like everything! gosh. hahahas. gonna pick it up again when i enter poly. LOL. n i watched elecktra just a few days back. man. that show was gr8!!!! haas. simply love e female lead man. haas. realise that there had been lotsa brk up case ard me. at least to pple close to me. there are like 4. and i think this month is not a really good wan. lets just hope that from feb onwards. everything will go well for everyone. haas. oh well. oso hrd frm bel i think that Os levels result is gonna be out on e 15 of feb. i'm panicking alr man. i wonder wat i will bcome on 14 feb. i'll prolly lose my slp lah. haas. alright. din haf anithing more to blog ler.. zZZZzZZz

PS: dear stupid meanie garno.. i've updated alr!!!! hahahah!

2005-01-21T03:24:00.000+08:00

simply lurve this! no idea y too. haas.

boring day.

2005-01-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

arGhhHHh!!!! damn that elson man.. i'm so gonna go into a asylum cuz of him man!! for e past few days.. he've benn toking bout e past. he keep saying that i dun wan him.. come to think of it. i really duno y i was with him in e past. LOL. well. i was at home all e time todae!! and i'm a good girl todae. i help mommy clean e living room..!! hahahhas.. hmms. i think i'm gonna visit all e openhouse man. since i haf so much free time. but first... i muz find someone to acc me!! hahahahs.. hmms.. suddenly i'm hooked to ryan cabrera's true. lols. haf been repeating it for umpteen times todae. lols. well. shall update tml.. gonna slp soon. haas. zZzZzZzz

weEEee~

2005-01-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

wOOoo~ maxie found my keys!!! YEAH!!! lols. i thot i lost it again.. hahahahs. gosh i love ur maid man!! oh well.. lemme review on where i went todae. hmms. wenta boon lay mrt todae for an interview for some factory. he say he'll call me back budden i oso dunno eh. all of'em asked me to wait for their call but no a single soul called me.. wat the heck man.. haas.. watched phantom of the opera todae.. finaly.. after dragging it for so long.. ahahhas. the movie was.... really musical!! lols. they sang throughout e show man. maxie was luffing like hell when she first heard e woman sing. n den she doze off again at one part of e show. hahahs. den after e show. was jj's turn to sing. his bladder almost burst and den we culdn't find e toilet.. den he sang i wanna pee! in chinese. gosh. that was so damn hilarious! if u've seen e expression on his face... u wuld be luffing till u roll on e ground man.. lols. after town, we went n find quan. to pass him his bdae pressie.. well. he's still e same as ever. still as corny as ever. lols.

okay now.. crapping time~ wEeEeEe~

hmms. u noe.. sometimes i wonder. wat if every human haf e ability to turn back time. when do they wan to turn back to. for me. i guess i wuld prolly turn back to when i was sec 3. i will want to be more spontaneous in my cca. and in class too. taking part of all e activities that were held. helping whenever i can. mixing ard wif every single soul in da class. be more polite to chers. more attentive n less talkative in class. dng my maths hw instead of copying. listening to chem instead of slping in chem lessons. neater instead of being so messy in class. well. if only.. i wuld treasure every single thing ard me. if only.. i wun do all e stuffs which i shldn't haf done. if only.. if only..

blogging for e sake of blogging

2005-01-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

hmms. been a long time since i've blog. hahahas. i'm just plain lazy. sometimes right. its tough to blog too. haas. i think it really need to use much brain juice. and u noe i have onli limited. lols. nitta replenish nits time. oh well. till now. i'm still jobless. i did try to find alright. but u noe. economy not good den blah blah blah. likevery diff to get job lidat. haas. anyway. i've been visiting sentosa frequently this week. haas. den was playing ard this week too. lols. hmms. maxie starts school alr. and everyone else is working. so i'm gonna be so bored this week man. i'm so gonna try harder to get a job. if not mom is gng to nag at me again!! lols. hmms. created a online foto album earlier. e links are just below e about me. will be adding more fotos. soon.... anyway was wondering when i was at marina south de beach wif jj maxie they all...

why is e sky so blue..
the sea so deep..
the world so big..
the reality so cruel..

confused.

2005-01-10T04:40:00.000+08:00

i'm confused. have i found back e faith i've lost? i dunno. honestly. relationship thingy? haas. i really hope to get it outta my life for now. but seems that i cant. my mind is in a whirl. what e hell am i thinking? sometimes, i dun understand either. i just think something is amiss... in my life. its like i cant seem to get my thots straighten out like before. i'm begainning to haf doubts in like everything. and i'm becoming more and more self-centred and more selfish. i dunno why. i guess.. i'm just thinking to much. making simple things seems so complicated. beautiful things seems so ugly. i rem when i saw e snow in china. i din haf e thot that it was beautiful. it just came to my mind. beneath e pure and white snow lies an dirty and ugly ground. oh heck. forget bout all this man. my priority now is to find a job. i NEED a job!!! i'm outta financial resource!! i nitta replenish them.. gosh. din noe life is so hard w/o them. haas.

olinda~

2005-01-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

heys. guess hu i saw todae? i saw... OLINDA! lols. surprisingly i wasn't realli that excited when i got to see her. haas. maxie took a pic wif her. she's over e moon man! hahahas. well. went to town to collect my photos and acc maxie to buy a skirt. i bought smth as well. haas. basically this week. i spend alot again. thou i shldn't. haa.s i bought a few tops and a pair of spects! haas. wif no degree of cuz. lols. and yah. haven confirm if i got e job yet. wen says e in charge is on leave. sianss.. but den i saw one todae. i'm quite intersted in it. gonna go for it if i dun get any reply soon. haas. alright. guess that's all.. zZZzZZzz

2005-01-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

hahahas. this is the pic i'm talking about!

blah blah blah

2005-01-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

woohooOO~ hahahas. hey bloggie. oh well. i went to town todae. watched meet e fockers. this movie ar. blardy hell funny. lols. e weather todae wasn't really good. it rained the whole dae. and i'm friggin' cold!!! lols. n yah. i receive xmas prezzie from zihong. and i really din expect him to buy that. lols. it was a pair of turtles.!!! not real of cuz. it was made of crystal. if i ever have a a pair of real turtles. man. i wonder when they will die. lols. oh yah. my bro celebrated his bdae todae. i tink its abit too early lah. since his bdae is on e 7th. lols. i went there late anyway. everyone was gone by the time i reached. lols. didi asked me for prezzie. but i din have one for him. cuz i wanted to give him on e 7th instead. oh well. i really have no idea what to buy for him man. lols. its a headache to buy prezzie for a eight yrs old kid. wells. sch is starting tml. i mean not for me lah. for others. lols. i shall be slacking at home tml man. i tink i'll just try to piece some of my jigsaw. haven been touching 'em for ages anyway. hmms. i wan to watch movie!!! i'm despo for it man. i still got kungfu hustle and phantom of the opera to watch. maxie!!! call me when u're free!! we go watch.. haas. well. i'm actually quite bored now. just blogging now to kill time. lols. mebbe i should go and create a photo album online. lols.

suddenly i'm missing all e 4e1's dudes and dudettes! man. they're a fun bunch of pple man. hahahas. i realise i haven been meeting up wif my clique. i only know wen n zhuang are working. bel is working soon. jiaying. er. i'm not sure bout how she's doing. but whatever it is. i think they're all doing fine. i'm wating for a job now too. i hope i can get it lah. haas. go bug wen tml. lols. i think i realli nit truckloads of money right now. i want to buy lotsa stuffs! i hope money do really drop from the sky. den i'll go to e playground downstairs everyday waiting for money to drop. haas. oh well. i just finish editing a photo. and i think i really love it. haas. din use e usual stuffs this time round. i discovered some others. lols. okies. ending here. zZzZZzz

wooHOOOO!!!

2005-01-02T05:07:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! i'm so friggin' happy.. ask me why.. haas. cuz maxie told me smth.. and i really for e last time got over smth.. shalalalaa~ and i'm broke. i nit loads of money money money.. and i nit a job job job!!!! i'm currently laughing my arse off man.. lalalalala~

happy new year

2005-01-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

a new year. a new begainning.

first and foremost. everyone... HAPPY NEW YEAR!

well. hope everything turns out well for everyone this new year.

weirdo

2004-12-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

i think i'm weird.
i keep thinking of stuffs to make myself feel troubled.
i keep trying to find faults with everyone.
yet i don't want a solution to it.
i just want to whine about 'em
i seriously want to thank bel for everything.
for ur eyes.. ur ears.. ur patience.. everything..
i love you babe. i seriously do. =D

2004-12-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

flashes of you. flashes of her. damn. this is shit case. i wish i was dead. now i really really wish that i was deaf and blind.

hmms..

2004-12-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. lols.. i'm here to blog!!! but i'm not back in sg yet.. i'm still stuck in china.. lols.. oh well.. i'm in cheng du.. hahahs.. damn man. this place is so friggin' cold!. oh gosh.. suddenly i think sg aint really TAT hot.. hahahs.. in fact. i tink i love it better there.. hahahs.. oh btw.. i'm in their web cafe.. hahahs.. cant use msn.. duno y.. shit luck man! hahahs.. hmms.. realise lotsa stuffs here.. gonna slowly bllog when i reach sg. lols.. will be updating real soon.. i'll be bak tml!! hahahas.. btw i realli realli miss christmas this yr! arghHh!!!! zZzzzzzzZZzz

lalal~

2004-12-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! lols.. early christmas greetings cuz i'll be in china on christmas.. lols

hmms. went to town just now. well. watched ocean's twelve. e movie was OKAY. cuz i expected more. hahahas. n gosh. maxie fell aslp while watching. man. n yah. so called officially meet jessica for e first time. lols. hmms. bought a pair of jeans today n a mambo jacket. lols. wasn't supposed to buy e jacket thou. but i just cant resist e temptation. buwahahaha. a few more hrs and i'm gone..!!!! i'll be in china till e 28th.. lols. oh yah. as promised. i'm gonna write...... I'LL BE MISSING MAXIE!!! hahahas.

e next part is gng to bored u. lols. i shall for e first time clog in chi. bcuz for this entry. i only noe how to express what i wanna write in chi. for pple hu are sensitive to chi. i'm soooOOo sorrie. haas. but. its my blog lah. lols

我又想到了我和他以前的事情。虽然已过了有整半年了。但是。。我以为我以忘了。。不过，现在看到他。。又让我想到了从前和他一起的日子。。我也渐渐的发觉当时和他分开的真正原因。原来在我的潜意识里，一直都在在意她和他的关系。她其实是我最好的朋友。今天我们三个有一起出去了。当我看到他们一起的样子。我就觉得浑身不自在。开始我觉得自己有点贱。明明就有事但却又在她的面前当作若无其事。或许是因为多年的友谊吧。对我来说，她就像我的妹妹。我不想看到她受到任何的伤害。我也知道如果告诉她的话。多多少少也会上到她吧。其实，有时候我觉得，在我的世界里。我认识的所有人，几乎都有她的影子。这种感觉，我不喜欢。她让我觉得，她想认识所有我认识的人。虽然我知道，她只是很纯粹的想交多点朋友。但是，你可以说是我自私吧。她是我很好的朋友，没错。不过，有时候，我也想要一些隐私。我开始感到有点厌烦，觉得伪装下去很辛苦。最近，有个男的和我还蛮好的。她还蛮想见见他。但是，我用尽了个种理由而拒绝了。因为，我怕。我怕他们认识了以后会影响了我和那男的友情。或许，我该说，我感到一点自卑吧。一直以来，她就比较讨人喜欢，个子小小的。而且，比较会说话。我真的真的不知道该怎么办。觉得好无助。有时我在想，如果有一天，所有的人多背弃了我，而朝她那个方向走去，我会怎么做。我知道，我是很不因该这么想的，但是，好难。。真的好难。尤其是和他一起的时候。他对我来说。是一段很好的回忆。在一起的时间大概有差不多两年吧。他让我长大了不少。我当时还真的好喜欢他。不过，我也知道，我这种年纪，也不会和他一辈子。我想现在，对他只是忘不掉吧。哈！我以为我以完完全全的忘了呢。还真期待那一天的降临啊。好让我摆脱这种不好受的感觉。好啦。我想我的埋怨也说了七七八八了吧。再见咯！

hahahahs. typing in chi is so troublesome. i wonder y yuz enjoy it. neways. i love to read chi blog. haas. it seems more meaningful to me. lols. alright. stopping ler... zZzzZZzz

just something boring.

2004-12-13T02:39:00.000+08:00

heys.. i'm feeling moody.. i don't know why.. definitely not PMS.. oh well.. heck it.. okay.. was just wondering.. why do i exist? okay.. for bio freaks.. they will tell me.. cause ur parents had some intercourse and then e sperm met the egg.. that's y i'm here.. but then it doesn't really answer my qn.. i think right now i'm living for e sake of living.. i'm really aimless you know.. i realise tat i don't know wat i actually want to study when i got my O levels result.. business studies is just a target for me before Os so that i know what i'll be studying for.. but is that what i really want..? i'm not sure either.. i don't even know wth am i going to do right now.. all i know is that i'm slacking everyday.. waiting for all the uncles in cambridge to finish marking my scripts and then go through e moment where i think my hrt is gonna drop out.. which is the day where my results is out.. what the heck man.. maybe slacking is realy driving me crazy.. frankly.. i do really want to study right now.. but i don't know what kinda course i want to take.. i seriously think i'm odd man.. i complain when i nitta study but missed it when i nit not.. i guess all humans are lidat eh.. maybe i should go find a interest.. but.. tough thing to do eh..

anyway.. i'm packed this week man.. only mange to squeeze todae out for some christmas shopping.. and i'm really really troubled on what to buy.. there are like a whole lots of stuffs for me to choose but i just couldn't make up my mind.. oh.. i watched blade trinity on sat.. man.. it was a very very nice movie.. 2 thumbs plus 2 foot up for it..! haas.. went to find matt they all at club X after that.. hmms.. i think i'm still getting used to boatquay eh.. clubbing has never been my kinda stuff(maybe some day i might grow to like it).. who noes man.. but then seems like now everyone is going for it.. at least pple around me are doing that.. well.. i go cause sometimes i really don't feel like staying home.. listening to my dad who is always nagging at me.. sometimes i really wish he stay in mly'sia and not come back.. i lost one of my fav earring there too.. my fren was so excited when she sees me n then she hugged n shake me so vigorously tat my earring just went "poof".. gone just lidat.. tries to find it but e disco light.. really made me drop e idea of finding it.. haas.. sometimes.. i just wish.. i have aomething to trouble about.. so that my mind will not be blank and i will not stare into space that often.. daydreaming is my only hobby now.. it keeps my mind really occupied.. but then again.. it gets bored sometimes..

okay lah.. stop all my craps alr.. zZzZzzZzz

2004-12-08T02:20:00.001+08:00

me n my jie.. do we resemble each other? lols..

2004-12-08T02:20:00.000+08:00

hahahs.. artistic eh.. lols.. i toook it outta fun.. :)

2004-12-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

it tea tarek time!! wo0h0o0o!!

2004-12-08T02:18:00.000+08:00

yum yum YUMMY!!! =p

todae.

2004-12-08T02:14:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.. haas.. oh well.. went to mly'sia todae wif my family.. lols.. its was.. okay.. rained e whole dae.. siansss... n it was so friggin' COLD..! hahahs.. nth much happened.. oh yah.. i juz returned frm k box to0.. ahahhas.. went to mit von,mar,jer.. i was wondering.. y isn't anione updating their blog.. lols.. anyways.. gnna post a few pics afterwards.. zZzzZzz

recount.

2004-12-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmms. was browsing through blogskin.com,, realise tat none suited my taste.. so i decided to put my face instead.. i hope it looks okay.. at least i tink i like my face better.. all e skins were like mostly pink or mainly anime. juz wan to recount on tis wk. i'm too lazy to blog everydae. haas. well. basically. for e first few days of e wk. i was juz stoning..... at hm. lols.. well. at least i learnt how to play mahjong. haas.. n den thurs. at first was meant to be a shopping day for del me max n lotte. budden turn out onli max n me. haas. n yah.. i dyed my hair. lols. max highlighted too.. i'm not caring abt wat others says abt my hair colour animore. cuz i liked it... alot. so if u dun like my hair. juz f*** off. oh yah.. i met botak on e very same day. actualli we had nth to do oso. juz met up for fun. n we were juz hanging rnd town. nth special. but... i saw taufik n sly in town. they seems to be pretty good frens now. n i oso met up wif bel to let her haf a look at ramesh's prezzie. but.. unfortunately it was alr wrapped so she din see it lah. haas.

den it was fri. i woke up at 6am cuz we(4e1s) were meeting to send ramesh off. he went to aus for studies. thou i was not tat close wif him. but still i sumhow feel sad bout it. den i headed for hm. n went straight to bed till 7pm. haas. i do realise tat i slp ALOT nowadays. n yah. went n meet up wif von at 11+ at night.. we sit at coffee shop wif dong cai n ai hoon.. tok cock till 2+ den they came to my hse. e 2 of them went off at 4+ n von ton at my hse.

sat : went out at 8pm tat dae. was catching midnight show wif zihong. actually we caught 2. haas. 1 at 11.30.. 1 at 1.40.. lols. i guess we were too bored. lols. i watched w/o a paddle n after e sunset. generally both were quite humourous. but i was too tired to luff. haas. got hm rnd 4am. den went to slp at 5. lols

sun : went out wif pri sch mates todae. we caught e movie shutter. it wasn't as scary as wat my frens told me. oh well. mebbe cuz malcolm was sitting bside me.. haas. but no worries. i din grab him. lols. todae was supposedly a gathering but onli like 5 of us turned up. hahahs. anyways. i enjoyed it. haas. n i bought a guitar stand as well. n i saw one jigsaw todae. might be buying it as well. haas. i tink i'm gng broke. lols. gng to kbox later at cine. guess i'll be singing till 5am todae. i hope e glass wun brk. HAA! tats all. zZzZZzzZzzz

oh well..

2004-11-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

hmms.. eh.. went out wif max n del todae.. preparing for todae's chalet.. lols.. still nitta go sch in e morn for joint admission stuffs.. so troublesome man.. oh wells.. i guess i hafta apologise to bel thou.. been losing my temper on her for 2 daes.. haas.. i'm so sorry girl.. i guess i'm having p.m.s =p.. oh yah.. funni experience todae man.. went to giant wif them.. den we pick prawns.. damn funni man.. we like mountain turtlr lidat.. everything i oso call my mum ask her how to choose.. hahahs.. oh wells.. nvm to blog le.. zZzzZzz

darn it.. i'm so freaking tired!

2004-11-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

omg.. i'm a tired.. my legs.. brking soon if i continue lidat ecerydae.. gosh.. din noe shopping was so tiring.. lols.. met up wif a few grps of fren in one dae.. lols.. went out at 11.15 in e morn.. hahahs.. went to town went e fj girls.. actually wanted to eat buffet in orchard hotel budden go thr.. full house.. DIAO! lols.. after tat after deciding for quite long.. went to paragon to eat sphagetti.. lols.. e food was nice man.. hahahs.. n yah.. i'm so damn blur todae man.. i gave e uncle extra one dollar.. cuz i forgot to take e change frm him. lols.. den after lunch.. we went n take neoprints.. lol. wah it was damn cramp man.. den i hafta climb to e bak of e sofa.. lols.. den after went to shop.. din buy anitin thou.. juz look ard.. hahahs.. den evening went n mit up wif maxie first.. n i finally saw jj's wearing braces.. HAHA! lols.. it looks okay on him la.. hahahas.. after tat went n find botak.. wah it has been sumtimes since i've seen him.. well he hasn't realli changed but he's fitter now lo.. lols.. my mouth almost cramp when i went out wif him.. damn man.. he's a joker realli.. lols.. n yah.. he kapok one quiksilver e "comb" for me.. hahahs.. it looks like a comb lah.. but its not.. i dunno wat its called either.. lols.. den at night went n find von max n jj again.. went bak bp den stay under wx's hse de void deck for a while.. reached hm bout 11.30 ba.. lols.. n yah.. i actually walk for close to 10 hrs todae.. n i onli window shop.. OMG.. tats is so not interesting at all man.. hahahs.. alright.. tats a summary for todae.. go play ms le.. hahas.. zZzZZzz..

2004-11-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmms..botak n me..dunno y blurrr de.. he no skill la.. hahha!

2004-11-20T02:07:00.000+08:00

hmms..my new hairstyle~ =D

oh yeah! i LOVE 19 nov..!

2004-11-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

its over.. finally..
oh wells.. i juz finished e whole of O levels TODAY! n YES i've thrown away almost ALL my bks.. LOL!
i guess e best part of tis 4 yrs is throwing away every single bks.. bks are real trouble.. i got scolded by chers for not bringing them.. get punished by not doing them.. n got bad results for not reading them.. haas.. n oso.. i went n cut my hair todae.. haas.. it turned out quite okay lah.. not too bad..but noeing how to style it is a BIG problem for me noe.. cuz i cant put hairband anymore! it look WEIRD.. okay..juz a summary for all e exams.. basically.. they're all okay.. n i'm surprised tat i tink i'll pass both scis.. lols.. e whole thing was juz too smooth.. it went so smoothly tat it realli makes me feel scared sumtimes.. i was wondering.. isn't tis e last yr cambridge is setting e papers.. den y're tat not diff.. n y are thr even mistakes in paper(bio).. tis realli sets me thinking.. anyway.. all's over for now.. juz hope tat my hard wrk will pay off. my expectations isn't too high either.. juz hoping for a 15 in L1R4.. haaas.. for now.. i'm gng to enjoy my holidays to make up for all e daes where i realli study so hard for tis.. haas.. gng to buffet wif my fj clinque tml.. yays! i tink i'm gonna be fatter.. haas.. den after tat gonna go mit botak.. long time nv see him liao.. guess he doesn't reg me anymore le.. haas.. cuz e last time he saw me.. was when my long hair was still thr.. lols.. alrights.. i tired le.. go slp liao.. zZzZZzZZZzz

2004-11-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

haas.i noe.i'm darn zi lian.lols.anyways.post it for fun lah.and yah thz to junhao for e editing~=D

2004-10-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

last of all..we haf e most special graduation gift frm e sch...i present to u..the....FAJAR BEAR!!!!hahahahs..

2004-10-10T02:16:00.001+08:00

here comes our last class foto taken~

2004-10-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

2004-10-10T02:15:00.001+08:00

2004-10-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

nOw..after bombing..as u can see..were wet..lOlz..all e class fotoz..

2004-10-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

hMMs..e right guy is my phy cher..Mr Koh..he always crack cold jokes wan..budden a gr8 cher indeed..not forgetting Ms sheila hus holding on to a plate of food..haas..

2004-10-10T02:13:00.001+08:00

n here..Ms.Shawna..shes more like a fren den a cher to me lahz..thou she doesnt teach me at all..lOlz..

2004-10-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

Okay..den Ms.Nora my ss teacher hu always saes tat shes pretty n young..lOlz..

2004-10-10T02:12:00.000+08:00

Okay..taken b4 bombing session..so u see Im DRY~lOlz..tIs is Mr GohmY chi chEr..hahaas..

gRaD.dAy

2004-10-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

heLLo bLogGIe...okay...finally this day arrived...e dae which i once wish could happen faster n now tat i dread it..wat is it den..it's my graduation day..awWwWw..u noe wat..realli realli cant bear to know tat we wun see each other like b4..n we had our first n last water bombing session todae...n i took lotsa pics..haha..gonna post up quite a few later on..mostly 4E1's foto..yEah~but sad to sae not all were in e fotoz..wells..n yah i got bak my prelims result slip..n i got 17 for L1R4..yAys..at least i met my goal for tis prelims..so gonna work hard!!!

a summary for todae..a dae filled wif lotsa emotions..n realli big thanks to wilton,dayana n siti for e gr8 presentations of their poems n speech..

[[THINK SMART ACT BLUR HELLO HELLO]]4E1!!!!!

fUn!!sch's officially over for mE!!!

2004-10-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey hey...hahhahas...recount on wat has happened todae..wells..being absent frm sch for likee 3 daes..i seriously miss fajar abit lahz..hahas..n i sae pple whom haf not been attending sch since last wk come..hahahas...well..most of us came to clear our desk n lockers lahz..but still we made an effort to come right...

n yah juz wan to sae sch haf nv been tat fun to me b4 like todae..wells..mebbe it was e last dae we're attending a proper sch dae..we had e most fun PE lessons todae!!!we had a friendly match wif e sec 2s...wells..sad to sae..we lost..hahaha..budden again i din tink it was a fair match cuz wateva it is..it seems like they haf e final say!!omg do u noe i was so nloody hell pissed...of cuz not as much as bel hu almost burst lahz...lOlz..after P.E...our class went crazY!!!yAY!!!we keep shouting think "smart act blur 4 E1 hello hello!"...n tat was LOUD!lOlz..n yah...for e first time we ever said thank you ms tan to her..n she tinks tat 4E! is a great bunch of PPLE!!!!yEaH!!!she said we haf initiative..n we dun nit a P.E teacher unlike other class..hMMs..as 4E1 of cuz i feel honoured..heheZ~actually come to think of it..ms tan oso not bad lahz..juz tat when she's toking to us as a DM i realli dun like her lohz..hahah..but when it comes to normal teacher..`~i tink she's still okay lahz..hahahhas..

hMMs..we din haf much lessons todae either...we managed to psycho Mrs Li of not hafing maths lesson...n got her into telling us her history..wells..its was a brief wan..but not bad lahz..juz tat she doesn't wan to reveal her n her husband love story..!!selfish siaz..lOlz..n she talked about how she feel us as a class...she tols us she dun like us at first juz like how we dun like her..hahahs..n she said tat one of e reason why she dun like our class was bcuz some of us were kinda like quite stuck up..hahahs..n yah...me n bel was in her list of this pple..budden since tis yr..she said we improved lots!!in terms of character n stuffs..budden we still dun haf e habit of passing up work on time..hahhas..alright..i shall change..lOlz..

den was recess...todae was YI FAN's bdae..so for e first time in fajar...our class went to e canteen together n we sat one big table..well..tat NX hor...wat siaz...not united at all lohz..wah...feel like killong her man...she thurs oso come..thurs was supposed to be 4E1's dae..which means everyone is to stay at hm..but 3 turned up lahz..e other 2 got reason cuz their parents dragged them to sch..hahahs...budden nx horz..i dun see any reason lohz..she juz told us..i dun wanna miss chem n maths lesson..wtf!!!haiz...

after recess was physics..as usual..we dun haf any lesson...he told us how he feels us as a class oso..den i was surprised when he told me tat he almost pinned me dw for defiance..omg..i tink i ain't tat bad lahz..haiyo..cant rem hoe defiant i was towards him alr..he said i changed tOO!!!wah..i so happi man..den was bel again..(hahahs..its alwaes e 2 of us)..he oso sae bel's wae of replying was like cher ask one thing den she'll reply..."WAT WAT WAT"hahaahs..actually i din realli tink tat she was tat bad lahz..i guess e chers were juz not used to it at first..but one thing i muz realli sae..bel has realli changed...since sec 1 onwards..she was once a childish lil girl..n she has change to a more pretty n demure lady..wah...sucha great change..lOlz..n yah..realli hafta thz tis cher..our eng teacher hu always sashay dw to our class wif her ever so charm smile except on e first lesson..hahahs..she actually condensed out very thick file to a very small pile of notes..n she bind them for us..aWwWW...how sweet of her..

n yah..tml's graduation dae...we ordered 6 small cakes n we gonna play WATER BOMB..yeah!!!hahahs...its gonna be another FUN FUN dae..4E1 ROX!!love u till bits n pieces!!!lOlz...zZZzzZZz..

yAy!!!

2004-09-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey..1 wk nv blog liaoz..lOlz...well well well...juz wanna announce tat MY PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!hahahaha!!!so happi man..but come to think of it..still got Os..so cant slack tat much..lOlz..n yah..my mum n sis quarrelled todae..so there are like 2 pple in my hse feeling so awkward facing each other even thou they're okay now..n i'm like in e middle..so strange man tat kinda feeling..my gOsh..hahahs..

went shopping yest..lOlz..actually aim was to watch wicker park..which turns out to a jigsaw puzzle movie..which means their sequence are jumbled up n u hafta piece them bak together..hahahs..but not bad lahz..lOlz..got tat kinda artistic de feeling..watched it wif my usual fajar gerls..hahahs..den went to samuel n kelvin..bought a pant..went gio bought a tee..black wan as usual..lOlz..n i finally found a wallet!!wah..nowadaes wallet of my taste is soOooOo sOOooo hard to find..lOlz..bought tis cartoon character wan..e nightmare b4 christmas..hahahs..black n white de..so spent bout 70+++ bux..hahahs..went bugis todae n bought another gio tee..man.i'm in love wif their clothes man..lOlz..

todae..i abit zi lian..took a few pics of myself..but onli satisfied wif one..n i edited it..hahahs..i dunno y..i love to edit fotographs during my freetime..!!!its fun okay..putting all e effects n e satisfaction u got after editing..wah..feels great!!tml lantern festival liaoz..so fast siaz..few daes ago was jJ's bdae..n wells..nth fun actually happened..lOlz..went n pass him present den stayed at his hse for VERY long wif sam,jere n hippo..wah..i almost fell aslp man..lOlz..no activities tat was fun gng on at all...but den again..he's all crazy bout bikes so i couldn't realli enjoy wat he enjoyed so i was bored..lOlz..

okay tis section shall bore u..i shall do a review on my prelims..hahhas..tell u all bout my target first..i wish tat i can get a b4 for both sci n a b3 for humans..lOlz..n i hafta work realli realli hard..esp for sci..wah killer paper to me man..thou prelims wan wasnt tat tough but i doubt i wuld be able to reach my target..lOlz..surprisingly..chi was a lil bit tough..lOlz..e maths n a maths..if i dun make ani careless mistake..emaths might be able to score a A2..a maths probably a B3..hahahs..den human ar..gonecase..lOlz..din study one chapt for geog..gng to die man!!hahahas..juz hoping a pass for it thou..lOlz..den e scis..i tink C6 is enuff for me tis time round...gonna wrk hard hard hard!!!aRhHhhh...CHIONG AR!!!!okay..tink tats bout all..dun wanna bore u all wif all e details..lOlz..i shall be gone now...i'm gng to watch ella enchanted now!!!woohoOOoo!~~~~zZZzZZZzzzZ.

2004-09-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

came across tis when i browse thru friendster..hahas...cute right..does it remainds u of e time u french wif ur other half???lOl.

meaningful~~

2004-09-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

heys...hahas..here to blog again..lOlz...todae got nth to blog actually...i juz view thru all my old mails..n i found tis that i wanna share wif u..hahhas..hope u enjoy it..=D

Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"....

I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing. One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone. Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.

Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.

You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.

You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then , after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.

And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

n tis quote too: The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it. Remember that we pass this way only once...

wEeEee~

2004-09-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey..hahahhas..i juz changed a new template..nice??gimme some comments lehz..hahhaas..i like it lots man..got all my fav colour..red white n black..n yah...i got one problem..i juz cant get e colours right for e links..anyone got any suggestions???oso hor i realise tat my sidebar hor same as vera's wan lehz..juz tat hers is pinky wan..hahahas...i go study alr...zZzzZzzz

sIaNzaTiOn

2004-09-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

bloggie bloggie..hahahas..hMMs..yest was a very very devastating dae for jeremy..wells..wat else can be worser den brking up wif his stead juz one dae b4 their 1st mth anniversary..thou i went down to pasir ris to try to save tis relationship wif him..but it din succeed...guess he's realli hurt tis time..for w first time i see him so shag..it realli worries me alot...okay peeps i'm not interested in him..hahahahs..juz u noe when u see ur best pal getting hurt..u'll feel tat too..n there rhe was tis grp of pple hu tries to find trouble..tis pple are realli stupid..dunno their timing wan siaz...pple juz brk up den they find trouble for him..wtf..esp tat red shirt fatty ass..he started tis lahz...shout shout shout...damn him man..den after tat he tries to stop it..how ironic is tis man...n tat golden monkey..e colour of his hair seriously sux like hell lohz..dunno wat e heck got into him..every single words he said totally doesn't meake sense..n he was practically shouting alle way..n oso changing topic cuz he culdn't counter bak wat jeremy said..wat a joke man..den after tat suddenly go ans a fone den we bo hiew him den we go hm..of cuz lahz...still got other things happened i lazy to type out...end up i went hm at 1+ yest..

den den den..n yah..maxie went to japan alr...on tues..hahahs...guess she's enjoying thr ba..lOlz..after talking to jere yest....got lotsa gan chu...e way he sees love is hurt..disappointment...but is tat realli wat tat four letters mean??i mean in terms of BGR tat kinda...i dunno lehz...well perhaps bcuz i'm more optimistic..i tink tat love has more happy moments den e sad n hurtful ones..i tink for both to be together...one has to give in more den e other ba..if not it wun work out at all..bsides tat..thr's oso those kinda stuffs like trusting one another...having self discipline n etc..hahahs..when asking bout ur dream guy wat wuld u reply them???i dun haf a reply...bcuz i noe tat u wun noe till u've realli met one...i believe in fate n destiny so i wun force stuffs to happen or wat lahz..juz let them happen naturally lohz..i belive in wats urs is urs..wats not urs..no matter how hard u hold on to them...they will eventually slip away...hMMs...ending here alr..zZzZZZzzZZzz

2004-09-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

nth to blog todae..came across tis pic in an email..quite nice..hahas..its a frozen cherry tree..anione interested in tat email juz leave a msg in my tagboard~hahas..nItEs~

2004-09-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

dA dAh~tis is heming!!hahahas..he is not very de fotogenic lahz..but still can see quite shuai right..=p i looked sucky cuz my face was cramped due to too much luffing...lOlz

heheh~

2004-09-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

finally i met up wif two pple whom i've not seen in close to 4 yrs..heming n darren..well..both of them change in a way or another...but still i'm very very happi to see them again...both of them now very handsome ok..but dunno y still single..mayb their xpectations too high..i noe tats e case for heming but darren??i dunno...will ask him somedae..hahas..seriously i missed darren more den heming..i oso dunno y..but one thing i'm sure..i'm not in love wif him..hahahas..n yah..met up wif ms how too..~she married alr..her husband is frm hongkong..hahahs..n she'll be moving to hk nxt yr..so sad...hMMs...lotsa stuffs happened yest..as in interesting n fun stuffz..n memories comes bak to me,heming,alan,justin as we go frm ZPS to huiyuan's hse..realli missed e daes we had..can we turn bak time???i wish i've nv grown up..

gEE..

2004-08-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey heys...well..basically i juz wanna tell u guys tat DAVID YEO RAWKS!!!!omg..he's so so so awesome...in sg idol..hahahhas..n yah..tat david de cruz..realli realli sux..i wondered y he got into e top 30...e judges muz be deaf at tat point of time..hahahahas..n yah..i got bak..all my mock results..wasnt realli good..but i was happi!!cuz..even thou i still din manage to pass my chem..hahahas..but i improved!!n i passes my PHYSICS!!!well..by a lil bit onli..n for e maths i got a B3..a maths..i dunno y..i got a C6..quite disappointed wif a maths marks..cuz got alot of careless mistakes...haiz..nfor my humans...needless to sae F9..hahah..my ss realli realli sux to e core man..i can gp bang e wall n die instead alr..den eng got a B3...1.3 marks to A2!!!hahahahs..den chi..well..i din take it..so e result juz stick to my "O" level result..A2..so i calculated L1 R4 is 20 marks..n wow tat is alot of marks..i'm aiming for 13 - 15 actually..n a pass for humans....so tat i can go into business course..n bsides..i hafta clear my sci first..mebbe i shld conc on phy instead since its better den my chem..hahhaas..abit regret y i dropped bio at tis point of time..lOlz..cuz i realised tat memorising is much much better den having to understand..hahahs..n e worsest part of chem is application..e worsest part of phy is tat u hafta explain almost after questions...n tats like a big big prob to me..oh wells...i shall study real hard for my prelims..which is onli 2 wks awae...hahhas..i will hafta sacrifice e whole of my 1 wk holidae..i'm gng to study at hm..by myself..hahahahs...cuz when i study wif pple..i will tok n tok n tok n tok like nobody's business..hahahas..so i guesss..i will keep practising..hahhas..mebbe gng bak to sch to ask some qns for sss..cuz my skills for ss realli realli sux to e max..hahahs...alright...enuff of my complain..i ain't gng sch tml..cuz they cut away my P.E lesson!!my floorbal!!i miss u so much..ah!!!!!!hahahas..zZzzZZzz

moody

2004-08-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

feeling kinda moody..mebbe P.M.S??hahas...dunno...mebbe yes mebbe no...heaven knows wat i'm tinkin...been hafin exams for tis whole wk..up till tml...my last paper...a maths 2..actually i'm not realli worried bout it cuz i've been practising..wells..todae i gonna announce smth...which u guys mite find it bored..u can skip la..ur choice..i dun mind...anyway its MY problem..

wells..i tink la..i tink onli..i've ofiicially get jj outta my head alr...in other words..i DONT love him anymore..mebbe not completely but i'm beginning to fang4 xia4 him alr..but e way he cares now makes me feel guilty for forgetting him so easily..actually..i tink e reason y i forget him so fast is tat actually my feelings for him had alr faded b4 i even brk wif him...e moment when we started to haf fights over minor things..cuz i was tired..reali tired..i cant cont to love him anymore..i dun wanna get myself hurt anymore..so mani times i wished tat i've nv stead wif him b4...if all tis doesn't happen..i wuldn't haf get myself into all e shits i was in last time...but looking bak at e we had...i guess mebbe it was realli worth it lahz..i will not get involve so soon..at least after my "Os" anyway i dun tink any guy wuld be so stupid to fall in love wif me..lOlz..i'm a v violent person..

wells...mebbe life's like tis..full of regrets...full of emotions..humans...real pathetic animals...1 wrong mistake can lead u into a wrong path...a path of no return...once a choice is made..n u cant change it..u juz hafta accept it n go wif it..heaven..is it realli a paradise or juz a place where u can escape frm all ur probs after all e shits pple haf created...paradise...wats e real meaning of it..it is realli pure happiness or juz convincing urself tat u're happi...y do pple wan to go to heaven after death...y not hell..pple alwaes sae..u hafta pay for ur own action..does it means tat pple hu goes to heaven will be spared frm e punishments after doing all e wrong doings??or izzit juz tat god is being exceptionally kind to tis grp of "special" pple hu's being selected to go to heaven to enjoy instead of hell...will these pple realli be happi in heaven living wif all e guiltiness...are thr realli someone who has nv done anitin wrong???i mean human...not e gods...mebbe gods make mistake too..juz tat we dunno it...wel..juz my personal thots...no offence pple...if u dun like it i'm not gonna apologised..u can choose not to read it in e first place..y make urself miserable if u alr noe tat u will be angry after reading tis...stopping alr...in caes i cause any religion conflict..zZZzzZzz

"o" LvL!

2004-08-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey..after soooo long..i'm bak~~actually not very long lahz..juz trying to exagerate it..hahahhaz..hMMs...got bak my chi "o" result..oMg..i almost scared to death siaz..hahahs...i tot i was gng to get B3 or worser..but turns out i got A2!!!!hahahs..so happi..but lil did i expect pple to cry over their results..n there was 2 to be exact...hMMs..from my point of view..we still got one more chance to take ma..n i'm gonna take it..i'm aiming for A1 ok...hahas...n i oso din expect to get a distinction for oral...u noe wat..i was shivering for e first 10 secs of reading..perhaps bcuz i keep smiling at e examiner ba..or mebbe i'm too good at talking??hahahz..=pbel wen n yuz got B3 n jiaying...needless to sae..ans is obvious right..she got A1!!!hahahahs..well zihong gave me a call in e evening too..told me bout his results...he got B3...but i tink not bad alr lohz..hahhas..so dun be too pissed ok..lOlz..wah...after tis v v good news...i'm gng to shiver again!!!cuz i'll be having my eng oral tml!!arGhHhHHh...omg..i wonder how i'm gonna fare in e oral tml..wah..so scared siaz...omg omg omg...wat shld i do..betta not lose sleep cuz of tis..if not i gonna look like panda tml...wuldn't be a good impression for e examiners..heard tat one of e examiner is quite chio..hahhaz..

hMMs..reponse to my dear maxie..omg..do u realli love me tat much??but i cant love u bak lehz..cuz i'm STRAIGHT!!!!!hahhaz...=p alright..mebbe love u a lil..???can anotz...hahahhaz..shld i crap todae n tis blog???well since i've alr crapped so much i shall stop..but before i end..i wanna intro one book to u all lehz..hahaz..well recommended by zihong...n eR hUm...Ms. Geraldine..hahahhaz=p..book title is Regina's Song...omg..tis book realli rox man..full of suspense...n has an ending which u din expect..my hrt raced as i read..hahhaz..alright...shOooO tired..go slp alr..zZzZzzZZz

PS: to all hu got bak their results..CONGRATS...dun get A nvm lahz..as long as u've tried ur best..anyway thr's one more chance right..hahhas..

2004-08-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha..nice??

2004-08-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

kallang river!!!!on national dae!!!

FUCK!!!

2004-08-07T19:49:00.000+08:00

fuck..todae was a damn fucking daae...gng out todae was a BIG BIG mistake!!!!!wat has got into me??i shldn't haf give attitude todae..fuck!!geradine!!u're such a BITCHY slut...e anger i felt at first was wat i tot to be minor to others..but later when both of them was angry wif me..wat i felt was a mixture of anger n diappointment...well..more of disappointment i gues..one..is my best sister whom has alwaes been wif me since i was pri 3..one...was e guy whom i cant nv get him outta my head..i mean can u imagine taking attitude probs wif not of them..i realli cant take it lohz..its my fault i admit but do u noe how much hurt i felt inside when both of u are angry wif me...its so great tat i can go bonkers!!!i dun expect them to forgive me after a sms i send to them..but i wuld v much apprecite tat things lidat wun happen again..wellls...mebbe..i may juz lose 2 frens juz lidat..who noes...hMMs...wells...thr's smth whic i tink i shld sae..tat is i smoked todae..i took my sista cigg n i actually smoke..n gosh tat was awful..i onli manage to finish half a stick...fuck man...y e hell did i do such silly things...n.n...n...idunno...i juz feel crap..juz feel tat i shldn't haf right frm e start started tis...FUCK EVERYTHING Ive DONE!!!!!FUCK TIS WORLD!!!FUCK E WHOLE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHH!!!!

2004-08-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

lalala~i'm bAk!!!after so so sOOOOOo long..hahahs..com was damn lag so din want to blog..later i type till wanna die de test all gone..but now ok loHz...YEAH!!!hahha..cuz juz reformat com..~lOlz..hMMs...wat shld i write todae lehz...oh yah...i wanna complaIN!!!!damn jj man..i like my pic lehz..nit u care ar...i like to take pics of myself...sOoOoOo????is it ani business of urs??i doubt so lohz..so juz keep ur comment to ur damn self loHz..i'm not trying to copi ying ying n wen wen either...n i din sae tat i'm photogenic...i dun care if u're reading tis..i'm juz feeling v uneasy n unhappy wif it lohz..i mean pple take pics pple daji right....u chap siao so much for wat...aRGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*pHeW*so shuang...hahahas...wah to dae CSP ar..damn sianz man..i made e wrong choice of gng to CSP...anywae i slept thru for 1 hr..so i tink whether i'm thr anot doesn't matter..cuz koh like heck heck lidat..hahahs...n yah..my mother..dunno todae she eat wrong med or wat...siaOz..scold scold scold..like nv scold b4 lidat..luckily l'm used to it liaoz...i can curb my anger towards her..if not i'll prolly be quarelling wif her everydae..aRgGhHhH...she damn unreasonable loHz..scold me for nth...sae i keep tokin bak to her...den blah blah blah...keep finding fault wif me lahz...siaNz...no good news to blog either...juz feel fustrated todae...esp after she came bak...ask me dun take money frm her...den u dun ask me to help u do stuffs lahz..see who cant survive w/o hu...lalala~hahahhas...i noe i v bad lahz..lOlz..but den sumtimes..i juz cant control it...hahahs...alright..i dun wanna torture u all liaoz..zZzzZZzZZZZzz

2004-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

oUr piCs tAkEn iN eRms..."red light district"..hahhas..=P

2004-07-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

mY adidaS jaCkeT!!!